Damn It Boy... 5-25-14

Why is it, that as soon as he says a word, a single sentence, whether it be about what we used to have, or even if he's just discussing how he is, my heart breaks. A simple breath, hearing that contagious laugh, remembering everything we had done together. And hearing those songs, that remind me of you, remind me of those great memories, every little thing that made you different, it just leaves me feeling numb. Don't worry, I'll sit back and pretend I understand, leaving me to wonder, "What the hell did I do wrong? Did none of this even matter to you? Did you even love me? Did you even... care...?"

Feminism 5-23-14

I don't like feminists. There I said it.

Love Actually 5-21-14

So I'm in love with this girl who only comes to me when she has a problem. But I can't help it. She's beautiful and smart and nerdy and ugh.

Rebellion 5-17-14

Being rebellious is a great feeling. You know, that feeling of  knowing you could be caught at any moment, that RUSH, the way your friends look at you like, "What do we do next?" THAT feeling. The best feeling. Even the rush of getting caught is a great feeling. I need more friends who are actually willing to do it with me. Any takers? O.O

This Blog 5-14-14

So you can tell that there are some changes to my blog. I like it and if you don't, well then fuck you. Hopefully this blog can be a happier place now ^_^

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By the way, just to keep myself up-to-date, I relapsed on the 10th, so that makes exactly four months I haven't cut. Yay go me!!

Merp 5-12-14

My summer has been so boring!! I am a single woman ready to mingle aND I HAVE NO FRIENDS SO THIS SUCKS.