This blog is for literally everyone. I share what is going on in my daily life, I talk about my opinions on the world, and I share pictures and videos and things for your entertainment. Sorry if I am boring (I may or may not be extremely boring and awkward) but if you don't like me, feel free to leave at any time. But just know, I will find all the haters and trolls, kidnap you, lock you in my basement, then blend you in a blender until a liquid has been reached and then sell you to the public as "Haterade." Thanks guys ^_^

Saturday, June 1, 2013

Wattpad, Monster, and a Sleepover (: 5-31-13

today was my last day of school!!!! YES. im having a sleepover, im on wattpad (going to update tonight) and i had a monster. and its 2 in le morning (:

Thursday, May 23, 2013

teehee :P 5-23-13

I'm pissing off this girl who stole the cover to my fan fiction. But it's okay.... I mean... not to her but you guys go send her hate please!!!! Here's the link:

http://www.wattpad.com/user/1D_equals_my_life

Have fun, my baby Narwhals >:3

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

lalalalala 5-8-13

IM AT SCHOOL. LALALALALALA `1234567890-=QWERTYUIOP[]\ASDFGHJKL;'ZXCVBNM,./

Monday, May 6, 2013

for once in my life... 5-6-13

I'm happy today. Got pulled out of class early, went to the zoo, Starbucks is having their annual Frappe Happy Hour, and I have Mocha Cookie Crumble. And Wattpad. Still gotta finish my homework though, but whatever. I'm happy so stfu!

Sunday, May 5, 2013

Friday, May 3, 2013

Realizations... 5-3-13

what one of the people who i helped pull out of depression said to me today...

Ok don't respond that's cool too. Any ways thanks for all ur help trying to pull me out of depression and all cuz u did make me feel better in my sad moments but as i remember from a long time ago u said we got to stick together. Although it is nice to help others we are sticking together so we need u to help us help u. The only way we can do this is if u focus on yourself instead of giving all your hope to others. There was a guy at Peak View that had that problem and he is still there. I'm trying to help you before you get to that state. I know what u feel like and I've been in some pretty dark moments myself. You dont deserve to feel that way. I know you and i know ur strong and hanging in there. Instead of hanging trying to reach others let them hold the rope and climb. I say this because u provided the rope so u should climb it too right? All in all your a good person and its time that you let others help you. All of us need to be "fed" so you just need to eat. I'm on meds (not at the moment cuz they wore off) ill be ok. Ya i may cry a lot but so do you. Y make it so one of us gets food when there is enough to share between us. Im gunna be straight up with u. Ur awesome!! U can make me laugh when I'm upset. Ur smart. Ur a crazy writer. I saw ur profile pic and ur absolutely gorgeous. Ur nice(when ur not insulting me) and u can lite up a room. There is no reason u should fell the way u do because look around you. U have loving friends which are your resources. We are here for u. I'm trusting u to not repeat anything i just said and to know that what i said is true. The change has to start with u but after that we can help push u on. Btw im probably going to forget i said this cuz i just took my meds which was planned. Ill even forget i planned it. Dont bring it up to me and by time u read this i have already deleted it.

These are the reasons I keep going everyday. To see the outcome of the people I help, and making me realize that they're not the only one who needs help anymore.... god bless...

Thursday, May 2, 2013

stopcryingstopcryingstopcrying... 5-2-13

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Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Projects and Dressing Up 5-1-13

i had to dress up for a project -_- ew... all the guys were giving me awkward stares

Thursday, April 25, 2013

AHH!!!! 4-25-13

I HAVE THE BEST STORY IDEA EVER RIGHT NOW!!! I'M NOT GONNA TELL THE INTERNET BECAUSE I WANT TO WRITE IT. BUT IT'S AWESOME!!!!!!

70 post (: 4-25-13

this is the 70th post!!! i wish my last one i couldve said it was the 69th, but i forgot XD

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Monday, April 22, 2013

SHOT ME NOW!!!!!! 4-22-13

I'm updating my fanfiction tonite I PROMISE!!!! It's mainly because I'm sick in bed and every move I make feels like someone is twisting my insides. I don't like it. If you don't know what my fanfic is, here's the link:

http://www.wattpad.com/story/3702748-little-things-one-direction-fan-fiction

And my friend's website because she bribed me with candy to put it up here:

http://dorothygibbons.wix.com/self-help-project

Saturday, April 20, 2013

*barfs* 4-20-13

Ugh... I have a stomachache... but I HATE all medicine unless it's a pill. So, I refuse to take anything. And I'm not getting better... >.<

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

eck... 4-16-13

meeeeeeerrr! I don't waaaanna go to Giiirl Scooouts!!!!!! i want to wriiiiiite!

no fucking sleep 4-16-13

Not getting sleep so I wrote a lot in both stories on Wattpad, created new book covers for both of them, and made a boo cover for my legit book... yay insomnia....

Monday, April 15, 2013

DEMI LOVATO IS AMAZING!!!!!!!!! AND YOU CAN PRE ORDER HER NEW ALBUM NOW ON ITUNES!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND OMG!!!!!!!! WITH A NEW ALBUM COMES A TOUR!!!!!!!!!!!! HOLY FUCKING SHIT DICK BITCH HOE COCK SHOWER OF MOTHERFUCKING CUNTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!








Sunday, April 14, 2013

math... kinda :) 4-14-13

Popcorn + SunnyD + internet + Slender: The Eight Pages = me right now :)

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Sunday, April 7, 2013

AHAHAHAHAHA!!!! 4-7-13

I HAVEN'T SLEPT IN LIKE TWO DAYS! NOT REALLY! I JUST HAVEN'T GOT TO BED SINCE 2 FOR THE PAST COUPLE DAYS AND I HAD CANDY AND I RIPPED OUT MY PIKACHU'S UTERUS WITH SCISSORS..... DOES THAT MAKE ME GRELL SUTCLIFF?!?! I'M NOT GAY, BUT HE RIPS OUT UTERUSES WITH SCISSORS!!! I HAD A BUNCH OF CANDY!!! AND I SHOVED IT IN MY PIKACHU!!!!! MY PIKACHU'S FULL OF CANDY!!!!!!!!

Friday, April 5, 2013

blech... 4-5-13

You'll all be happy to know that I'm updating my fan fiction TONITE! doesn't matter HOW LONG I need to stay up to finish it, I will finish it TONITE! is it normal for your ears to feel hot, and you to feel dizzy? didn't think so

Monday, April 1, 2013

Black... Butler... 4-1-13

I've been watching Black Butler (one of the best anime EVER!!) for 12 hours now... thanks Jenny... Thanks... Anyways, how's April Fool's Day? Any good pranks? Comment some below!

Saturday, March 30, 2013

Monday, March 25, 2013

Friday, March 22, 2013

skyping!!!!! 3-22-13

skypin with my friends lolololol ones name is joejoe the other is clairebear

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

ooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwyyyy! 3-19-13

my nose is burning from  all the times i blew my nose today. help me! I FUCKING HATE ALLERGIES!!!

Monday, March 18, 2013

Sunday, March 17, 2013

Saturday, March 16, 2013

Friday, March 15, 2013

ARENACROSS!!!! 3-15-13

YEAH!!!!!! GOD FUCKING DAMNIT DAVE!! I HAZ THAT SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD!! I JUST CAME BACK FROM ARENACROSS!! BE GOD FUCKING DAMNIT JEALOUS!

Thursday, March 14, 2013

I haz project due today... 3-15-13

im gonna go to the counselling office with my bro claire and we are gonna tell the counselor that i need a therapist and a mental hospital and a buttload of pills. oh, and i have a project due today...


.....

it only gets better from here, right?

I am a wallflower 3-14-13

I'm a wallflower.... I am a wallflower.... don't cry, god damn it.....

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

tcapzzez 3-12-13

the tcapz werent thta hard honestly! and it was the math portion too :)

i have tcaps tomorrow... 3-12-13

i have this huge ass test tomorrow. you know the tcaps in colorado, or meaps in michigan. yeah, well thats tomorrow, and i cant sleep. aw shit fuck bastard bitch hoe....

Monday, March 11, 2013

sick :S 3-11-13

ewwy i have a bloody vagina, a sore throat, a stomach ache, headaches, stuffy/runny nose, and i have a bunch of bruises from sledding yesterday

Sunday, March 10, 2013

bored so bad 3-10-13

i had krispy kream for breakfast today, along with some kit kats, and technically snow when i went over the bump on my sled, and snow went all over my face

Thursday, March 7, 2013

O_o... 3-7-13 again

i don't know if i should be flattered or scared that a bisexual likes me....

dinner convo! 3-7-13

this is our conversation at dinner!

brian: i'm glad i haven't died from a burglar
me: i don't think burglars kill people
maggie: yeah, murderers do that
me: wouldn't that make them a murdalergaler?
* eruption of laughter*

I'm a genius :)

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

YAY!!! 2-6-13

YAAAAAAY!!!! i told carson that i still like him and... here. here's our convo:

ME:
ugh, whyd this have to happen to us? why not other people?
HIM:
Ikr it sux
ME:
well, this is gonna sound really cheesy, but i heard this saying once and it said, "You were blessed so many positive things, your voice, your looks, your personality, that God had to make it fair for everyone, so he gave you ADD depression and bipolar disorder."
HIM:
Nice that explains u
ME:
aww, thanks :') in your situation, it's you're so strong, and lovable, and nice, and sweet, and perfectly imperfect in every way, that He had to give you these things, just like me
HIM:
I wish lol
ME:
are you kidding?! you're strong. when im sad, even if you're sad, you come up to me and try to console me. you're lovable. i just wanna pick you up and squeeze the life outta you until you say you love me back. you're nice and sweet. even when you're picking on me, you're still making me stronger, and you just give me these puppy dog eyes that makes me want to say im sorry a billion times until you forgive me. you're perfectly imperfect. all your imperfections and flaws make you who you are, and i don't want you to change a single thing, because if you do, i might not have a carson to love anymore
....that sounded really stalker and creepy... didn't that? im sorry that was kinda supposed to stay inside me...
im sorry. please don't think im a weirdo and not talk to me...
oh joy... another friendship ruined because of the dumbass shit that comes out of my mouth
please carson, just answer me, anything at all
why did i have to do this? why couldn't it have just stay in my brain?
well, i... i guess goodnight. see you thusrday... maybe
please... just don't hate me... you're the only person in this entire universe that understands me like you do. please......
i just need a little guidence and acceptance...
HIM:
Hey im on my phone on facebook laying in my bed when I message u so if I dont respond and it is late then I feel sleep I thought what u said was super sweet
ME:
hey broshif. i hope you respond because its not super late
so... you arent creeped out out about wat i said?
meh. get on! i have to tell you the story of me at the hard rock cafe. you'll pee yourself. i know i almost did
HIM:
No I'm not creeped and gtg to the mall
ME:
have fun. i was so nervous that ud hate me or something
Chat Conversation End


isn't he loooovly!? isn't he woooondderrrrrrful!?

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

therapists 3-5-13

i'm waiting in the counselling office waiting for my therapist to come back. yes... i have a therapist. and yes... i hate my life. i would be happy to take anyone else's place, anyone, than be here, being depressed and bipolar and OCD and ADD and insomniatic. i just kinda wanna sit here in the corner of the room, make some poetry and cry. too bad the weight of the world is on my shoulders and if i step out for one second, the world will come crashing down. so i, a lonely, desperate girl in need of a little love and care and comforting, weep under a world of defeat and sorrow.

Monday, March 4, 2013

the poem of my life 2-4-13

this poem describes my life. all credit goes to Dott Gibbons, quite a talented young woman whose in the exact same position as me. this one's for all the people out there who have it ruff... we have to stick together


Help Me...
Hello world.
I'm glad you stopped to read this.
I just need a little guidance from a friend
Or even a complete stranger.
People ask me
“Why are you so depressed all the time?”
Sometimes I wish I could just reply this:
“What? You're asking me why I'm depressed all the time?
Well, let's start with the basics.
My life at home sucks.
My two older sisters were a disgrace to the family
And my parents a relying on me
To be perfect in every way possible.
Get straight A's
Act like an angel
Stay at home and do nothing except good
Be prompt and ready when need be.
I'm just one little girl.
A little girl with more than one issues.
I don't get straight A's
More like straight D's.
I don't act like an angel
I'm a teenager, I'm going to rebel a bit.
I don't stay at home and do nothing but good
I do want to do things
And I do quite a bit of good
But I will act out ever now and then.
I'm not prompt and ready when need be
I have a life
I will be out and about when I want
And I can't just be sentenced to a duty I had no knowledge of a day before.
I'm not perfect.
I'm just me.
Isn't that good enough?
I guess it doesn't help the fact that I have ADD
And OCD
And slight insomnia
And bipolar disorder
And dysthymia.
I was born with it.
I can't control them.
When God was making me,
He added to much freak and too little normal.
And with the diseases
Come the names from the bitches and normal people.
And I wonder,
'How would they like it,
If they had five diseases they couldn't control?'
Yeah
They wouldn't like it.
And that brings me to the subject
Of my friends.
Four of my friends
All from way different sides of the spectrum on my friendship scale
Cut....
Yeah.
You heard me.
They slit their wrists to release their pain
When they don't know half the shit I put up with for them.
One has depression.
One does it, and denies it
Even though they admitted it to all of us once.
One does it, and just hides in shame and heavy metal music.
One does it with their nails, only when they're mad
And they are very perky and bright.
And I'm in the corner of shame,
Promising that I won't tell because they say they'll get better,
Continuously watching their blood fall from their wrists and onto the floor.
They're all very different people too.
One is one of my best guy friends.
The other I don't really talk to.
Another of them used to be best friends with me,
Until they told me what they do.
One, still just confused in 7th grade.
And seeing the marks and scars up their arms from their actions
Makes me want to cry,
Knowing there is nothing I can do to stop them.
But I can't.
I have no more tears to cry.
My eyes dried out a long time ago.
And that reminds me,
Why was I cursed with all of this burden and regret?
Was it because God knew that I could handle it?
Because I know I can't.
Was it because fate decided to make me from the screw-up batch?
Because that batch should've just been thrown out.
Was it because the world decided that no one would like me
So they just made me miserable?
Because that's just not fair to me.
Sometimes I just wanna run away.
Run away from my family,
My friends,
My diseases,
My entourage of haters that haunt my being,
The world seemingly resting in my hands,
The string of bad luck and hatred for life.
If I could run away from that,
Just for a day,
I might not even come back.
But I would have to.
There are lives depending on who I am.
Without me,
They might worsen,
Or remind themselves that their lives are worth living
And succeed at the job of killing themselves,
Which would make me the most selfish person in the history of selfish people.
I have a job to do
And if I don't complete the tasks at hand
I would fail,
Putting people at risk.
And if that happened,
I wouldn't be able to live myself.
I know I need help,
But if I leave for a second,
Everyone's world will come crashing down
Including my own.
Poetry is like a little escape.
It helps me smile a blunt, halfhearted grin
For a moment of happiness.
But it still doesn't cure my responsibilities away.
I'm like a single snowflake.
Gorgeous and grieving,
Dancing and depressed,
Falling and faithful.
One of many snowflakes,
But deprived of a life worth living.
So it falls to the ground,
Waiting for the sun to come up,
To melt it away,
Away from the burden
Away from the pain
Away from the responsibility
And hope
And oblivion
And ambition,
Watching the others fade too.

>O< 3-4-13

gawd i feel like crap. it feels like i have menstrual craps in my stomach with hurts like holy hell... i also found out one of my friends cuts... oh joy... that makes 4 people i know that cuts

Sunday, March 3, 2013

:P 2-3-13

:P i so bored is is considering going to the gym...

still skyping with Jenny!!! 3-3-13

yeah, i cant sleep cuz i heard noises and now i just told here my vagina's name is Shaniqua.... thats what happens when you play 25 questions :P

Saturday, March 2, 2013

Friday, March 1, 2013

holy shit!!!!! 3-1-13

AHHHHH! I JUST FOUND OUT WHO MY BISEXUAL FRIEND LIKES!!!! She likes one f her best friends, that is so friggin exciting!!!!!

Thursday, February 28, 2013

hehehehe... 2-28-13

hehehehehehehehehehehehehe. i just read some larry stylinson smut. i almost started crying when it said they released their liquids :P heres the link my brohams. don't pee yourselves

http://www.wattpad.com/9573610-truth-or-dare-larry-stylinson-chapter-eight

Monday, February 25, 2013

gawd... 2-25-13

can't go to the concert, fell depressed again. think the cops would find me if i ran away?

DELAYED START!!!!! 2-25-13

we have a delayed start for school today! 60 MINUTES OUT OF SCHOOL! eat it bitches!!!!!!

Sunday, February 24, 2013

meh 2-24-13

i'm bored. i made a sign for the concert that says, I WANNA FALL BACK TO BACK TO BACK IN LOVE WITH YOU!!!! cuz that's my fave song. i have also started a fan fic about him. ya im lame

Saturday, February 23, 2013

.......... 2-23-13

............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................ The Ready Set concert is in three days... What am I gonna wear? What will I do when I'm in the same room as him? What will I write on my sign? How will I react when I see him? What should I do when I see him? This will be the most important moment in my entire life. Cuz we all know I'm not gonna graduate. I... I'm gonna see Jordan in three days ..........................................................................................
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Friday, February 22, 2013

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

i hate my parents 2-20-13

i hate them. i know i'm bipolar and you think this will probably blow over, but i've had it with them. i wish i could forget about school, get a job, a house in new york, and be away from people for the rest of my life.n i hate my life. i'm not considering ending my life, but most suicidal people probably feel the way i do right now. not in a suicidal way but they are that fed up with life that they dont know what theyre gonna do

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

meh 2-19-13

no school. i've been watching old episodes of Whose Line Is It Anyways? for the past forever.

Monday, February 18, 2013

another weird dream... 2-18-13

so my dream last night was about me and the people from scooby doo were all going to prom, but we had to incorporate fruit in it somehow. and there as this evil giant person that found us and almost ate us and she said if we could fall like 400 ft of here fence that she would let us go to our prom with the dresses and fruits from her house and so we did and she gave me a really pretty purple dress and an orange and i looked really pretty. ya, another weird dream.

Sunday, February 17, 2013

i have NO LIFE!!! 2-17-13 (again)

ive been on the interweb since 10. one food break only... I"M SO FOREVER ALONE!!!

i have had some pretty weird dreams 2-17-13

yeah. my dream yesterday was that this guy dared me, c, g, my ex, and j to spend the night at the school so we gladly accepted. so we set up a table in the eighth grade hall and so we were playing cards and someone one and c got mad so he stood up... AND HE HAD A BONER!!!!! we started to question him and he was all like, "I LOVE DANIELLE!!!" and ran into the bathroom. of course me and all my friends and i were bursting out laughing. now today's dream was i was at a gymnastics camp (i'm really in gymnastics BTW)  and so this blind black lady was the "captain" i guess but she didn't do any gymnastics stuff and so my social studies teacher was there too being a coach, and we used his cabin for the camp. so anyways, my friend's friend kept bothering us through the window, saying she wanted r, who she likes (yes, she's lesbian). but no one would let her in. so she brought my supposed boyfriend (just in the dream, i don't have a bf in real life :/ ) and so he actually came in in the middle of the night and had some le sexy times (that's what i call sex BTW) with me and then the coaches came in during the middle of our little session and i hid him under my blanket and dropped him on the floor so he could crawl under the bed and escape the evil of my coaches and he did, but they made me sleep out side because they knew what I did, so me and my bf had more le sexy times in the shed out back. weird huh?

Saturday, February 16, 2013

nyeah 2-16-13

ADD sucks balls, big fat ugly balls, not the sexy ones. i just ate a butt load of sugar and now im tired as hell. blech

Thursday, February 14, 2013

happy anti-valentines day! 2-14-13

hey all u bitches out there with boyfriends. all the lonely people out there hate your guts!! happy anti valentines day!!! just eat your candy and be forever alone with me!!

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

I'm being tested.... 2-13-13

God is testing me. But he's pushing the limits. I'm about to give up. Hope seems to have lost its way to me while traveling. Like luggage in a baggage claim. Like a little girl deep in the forest. Like a child that has lost its mother. It's not my fault I was sick and lost two days of learning and piled up an insane amount of homework. It's not my fault I was trying to help my school at student council and got home late. It's not my fault I have ADD. And insomnia. And OCD. And depression. And bipolar disorder. I need someone to talk to.

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

having mixed feelings today :/ 2-12-13

i can't describe my feeling today... i'm sick to a point where i've fainted, and i have found a new singer obsession. he's called The Ready Set. i'm going to his concert on the 26th. i'm so excited! i'm going with my friend Gwen. it's going to be awesome! his real name is jordan witzigreuter. everyone calls him screamo and punk and emo, which makes me really, really, REALLY pissed off, because he has more of a tecno-pop style (look up his song Give Me Your Hand. when he says give me your hand, i immediately think, that's not all i'm gonna give you ;) yeah I'm weird) . he's sexy as hell. i would lick his entire body, including his Forbidden Area. yeah, thats what my mom calls it. here's some pictures. GOD DAMN IT!!!!!! I WISH I WAS HIS GIRLFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!! he drinks starbucks... every day.... this boy is made for me....









Sunday, February 10, 2013

meh... 2-10-12

yeah... i found out i have ADD. yeah... no wonder I suck at school. my fave song of the day? Don't You Worry, Child by Swedish House Mafia. yeah. or Sweet Nothing by Calvin Harris. i'm also sick and feel like i wanna rip out my insides.... someone wanna help?

Monday, February 4, 2013

im at school :) 2-4-13

im at school doing a research project... well not really :) im blogging with my wittle narwhals! im so bored. guess what were studying? One Direction and the Beatles lolz. say hi nira! HIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!! thats my friend obviously.

Sunday, February 3, 2013

what up my little narwhals!? 2-3-13

narwhals... i like the sound of that. my fans, you will now be called the Danny Narwhals! or just the narwhals. or nar nars. or whal whals. or wharnals. lolz. idk im hiped up on Starbucks ice cream... yes they make that!




Saturday, February 2, 2013

yo!!! 2-2-13


im so flippin energetic today! still a bit broken and bruised but energetic! it was probably my Starbucks i had moments ago. WOO HOO! STARBUCKS!!!! Java Chip baby! isn't it pretty!?


Friday, February 1, 2013

stressed and half dead 2-1-13

im stressed... like a lot. my bff and my bf are in a fight. yeah... im eating cheez its from my bra. shit sucks so bad now

Tuesday, January 29, 2013

hey 1-29-13

boredom is like attracted to me... i swear. Translation: I"M SO BORED!!!!! i was looking at m \y page and apparantly its in Romainian (even though it's not)

Saturday, January 26, 2013

heyroo 1-26-13

srry everyone. i haven't posted in forever. its been hectic. my bf, my friends, school, projects homework, my sis's bday, crap. everything has probably happened just to me. ya. my thighs hurt from gymnastics and i bowled at a bowling ally all day today.

Friday, January 18, 2013

being bored 1-18-13

im bored and my bf is telling the world that were dating... its not a bad thing, but if word gets out, it could get to my mom (im not allowed to date) three day weekend

Thursday, January 17, 2013

i love my life! 1-17-13

omg! i kissed my crush today... he said he likes me :) my life is now complete and happy again :P go to sevenly.com to buy seven dollar tees and all the money goes to a teen suicide prevention thing. how awesome :) help the unhappy!

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

depression.... 1-16-13

I'm depressed..... my mom hates me... I hate the world.... depression is setting in.... someone help

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

failure... 1-15-13

hello, people of the blogosphere... i have disturbing and utterly horrifying news... i have an F as a final grade in language arts... i failed my 2nd quarter project... I'm probably about to get my laptop taken away so i have no means of posting in my diary... I've failed... I've failed... i hate school. I'm going through an internal battle with myself. I feel out of place and depressed at times. Yes, I'm crying as I write this. I feel so ashamed of myself and what I'm turning into. I just want to succeed in life but I can't because my lack of focus, intelligence and work ethic. Can someone help? I'm slowly getting worse and worse and I need to get out of this habit... Please... anything will help.

Monday, January 14, 2013

listening to music "Since You've Been Gone" Kelly Clarkson 1-14-13

I had like no homework today :) writing in my fan fic still on Wattpad.com . Enjoy! I'm on ch.5. You know what song reminds me of my life right now? either "Two Worlds Collide" by Demi Lovato (my fav singer ever other than ed sheeran) or "Bluebird" by Christina Perri. They're quite good songs! I've also love Fucking Perfect by P!nk . Used it in my fan fic :) Also used a song that I made. Check my twitter and I might even perform it :) lol prob not but im in a goodish mood so what the hell!

Sunday, January 13, 2013

SHIT!!! 1-13-13

SHIT!!!! I HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!! That's not cool. School sucks balls! My teachers deliberately plot the extreme, severe amount of homework they give us. I barely have enough time to write in my blog!!! I need to take a shower. I haven't taken one in like 5 days. BYE!!!!

Saturday, January 12, 2013

Broncos vs. Ravens Fail 1-12-13

HOW THE HELL DID THE BRONCOS LOSE TO THE RAVENS?!?!?!?!?!? THAT'S INSANE!!!!! I ALMOST PUNCHED SOMEONE IN THE FACE I WAS SO MAD!!!!!! The Ravens kinda deserved to win... I mean, if we wouldn't have made those runs, we would've died... That was an intense game, though and I was on the edge of my seat from minute one. Good game, but... IDK!

Thursday, January 10, 2013

bored... agree? 1-10-13

hey Bloggosphere... how's life? i'm doing ok... a little depressed but i'll live through the pain... OMG!!!!! My crush Carson was being a nutball and he sat on my back and now he's telling everyone that I was "laid" by him!!! it was quite a moment :) I also created another blog if u haven't noticed it's amazing so check it out: blogmyfellowteens.blogspot.com :)

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

Hello people of the Bloggosphere!!! 1-9-13

I'm Danielle Gray (my alter-ego because I won't say my real name :P). I have a fan fiction about One Direction (on Wattpad.com, just search HazzaHeartsick14), I love writing and I'm obsessed with it so get used to me saying "I'M ON PAGE 129 IN MY STORY!!!!!' (which I am... I'M SO PROUD!!!). I love to blog... so this is my diary... be careful I might cuss now and then :) so my first diary post... good? SAY YES OR DIE!!!! Bye people of the Bloggosphere!!!!

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